Lesson from the dead of one best friend

Yesterday, at the one of the great morning i ever had, bad news came..one of my best friend die because of train accident. just 21 year old..so young..
I wonder at my office seeing the road from 31th floor..cars went by the road just like usual, the sky is so great and blue, then i have a thought in my heart:

One soul is missing from the world
The sky is remain great and cheers
The people, the cars, the office just like everyday it used to be..
Nothing physically change
Even the tears that come down
it can't make the soil wet just like small rain, never ever..
Nothing physically change

But in the heart of people you left behind
something is missing
something that i can't see it physically
make me realized that something can't be seen is truly worthy...


In the rush people and hours of the office i sing one little song, my belief..

God is with you..
see you again..
Christ love is the beginning
God is with you
See you..see you
See you again..
God is with you..

I don't really get the answer from my first blog, but i've learn something, just like the bible say: "Work as you still can cause there will be time when you can't." I'll do my best, not for muself, but for God who has remind me and for my best friend whose life has made change for me..

With a still little broken hearted,

Tough Worklife

In the end of my study in the university and convinced by the experience in the internship, i realiazed that work at the office is so hard. In here, jakarta, i have to wake up at 5 am, because i have to go work at 5.50 am so that i won't late. In the night i arrive back at home at 8 pm. I count the time i have to spend in the way is 5.5 hours, in the office 8 hours, and the breaktime 1 hour. Then i realize i have less then 10 hours to sleep and do something else. What a little time!

My family want me to be auditor at the big public accountant firm. Well, i have a interest in doing that too, but to hear the experience of my friend that sometimes you work from 8 am to 3 am in the next day, who won't be affraid?! I'm affraid that all of my time will be spend just for working. In the time like this, i realize the fun of going to school that i have done for almost 16 years.

Maybe this is just my thought, maybe working is not that bad... and maybe i'll have friends as good as i have in the school before. Maybe...